| 5 months later.... |
[Aug. 11th, 2004|11:03 pm] |
don't know why i haven't updated this damnable thing in so long, well whatever. i am sick as hell right now. off work all week. i have a lovely bacterial infection in my respitory system. the doctor wanted to admit me into a hospital, i wasn't having any of that. but at least my g/f is going to come over tomorrow and pamper me. i'm a lucky guy. |
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| on the meaning of the word goodness |
[Mar. 28th, 2004|08:12 pm] |
| [ | i'm a little |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
this has been a hell of a weekend.
24 years ago my mother gave up my little sister for adoption. this is a family secret i did not know about until about 7 years ago. friday night i get off of work and i get a voice mail saying to call my mother. i did and she tells me that she is on the phone with that very same sister. to say that i was shocked doesn't even begin to cover it. well after two hours on the phone with this wonderful perfect person who was my sister i knew i had to go see her right away. the next morning as i was getting a shower and waiting for my dad to wake up so could borrow his gas card my mom called, she was on her way to work and she asked if i was ready to go, i told her i was going with or without her. 90 minutes later she was at my house, 3 hours after that we were there and i knew that god had his hand in everything that happened. i am not a religious person, nor am i a christian. but the work of god was so apparent in everything having to do with our lives and our meeting yesterday there was no denying it. in jennifer i have found my twin. i was always the oddball out in my family, but we are so much alike it is frightening. by the end of the day my face hurt from smiling so much. i laughed, i cried and always i felt peace, happiness and an overwhelming goodness.
because of the life her adoptive family has given her and the gift of the sister they have given me i am seriously thinking that it would be a great goodness if one of my future children is adopted. and i think about how there are so many families wanting little white babies, but what about hispanic children needing families? my mom's family is mexican, and even though i am about the whitest looking boy you will meet there is that part of me. we will see in the future.
but yeah this weeked was a great goodness. i found the part of me that was missing. |
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[Mar. 12th, 2004|02:26 am] |
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well Keri just went home. we just watched a really fucked up movie by the name of "SPUN" it is about 3 days of this dude when he starts driving for the local meth cook. really fucked up shit. i think what the most fucked up thing about the movie is that i used to know people like that when i ran in those circles. spending 3 and four days awake at a stretch, jittery as fuck, looking for more meth. *shiver* bad memories man. |
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| still fucking bored |
[Mar. 5th, 2004|09:01 pm] |
| [ | i'm a little |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | kings of Leon-red morning light | ] |
not quite, but not far off....
i think this one is pretty funny though.....
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| decisions decisions |
[Mar. 5th, 2004|08:52 pm] |
| [ | i'm a little |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | brand new- deja entrendou | ] |
it's that time of the year again, time for south by southwest. and once again wer are beseiged by bands making memphis stops on their tours there and back. with so many good bands coming through it makes it hard to decide which shows to go see. gah, i am fucking bored and tired all at the same time. maybe i shoudl just go to sleep, i don't know, blargh. |
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| i wanna go out, but... |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|11:25 pm] |
| [ | i'm a little |
| | restless | ] |
i should be sleeping. i have to get up at 4:30 in the morning, blargh. gotta take my uncle to jackson for a doctors appointment. he is dealing with some major reconstructive surgery for his face. they are discussing taking another bone out of one of his legs to replace a bone missing from his jaw. it isn't pretty believe me. so here i am awake long after i should be in bed, wanting to go out for some beers, but i can't, this fucking blows. |
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| 7th level baby, i'm pretty bad! |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|03:24 am] |
i just took this test, gotta love bein bad! i never thought i was THAT violent of a person...hrmmmm....
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test |
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| oh yeah.... |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|02:54 am] |
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i guess i could have stated the obvious that i just started this damnable thing, blah, blah, blah but what's the point. i don't lead a very interesting life. i don't really have any friends except for my g/f. all i do is work, spend time with my woman and go to shows. i have been going to alot of shows lately. it is nice to get back out into the mix of things. i've been taking my camera to every show and i have to say i've gotten lots of great shots too. the pic i have posted right now is actually one of mine. yeah, that's it for the night. |
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| for some ungodly reason... |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|02:49 am] |
| [ | i'm a little |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | star spangles- which one of the two of us is gonna burn the house down | ] |
i can't sleep. my g/f is asleep in my bed, but i am not there. why??? earlier tonight i had to make a mad dash to the all night pharmacy to get her some more eyecare supplies. she forgot to bring her contact solution over and got something in her eye, bad scene, man. she looked all red-eyed like she just smoked out or something. i hope she feels better tomorrow. |
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